Lonely_Dude

A guy and a girl want to have sex. So they go to the girl’s house and
before entering her room, the girl stops and says, "My little sister
sleeps on the bottom bunk of our bed and I do not want her to know what
we are doing. So when I say, ‘Baloney,’ it means push harder, and when
I say, ‘Pastrami,’ it means push softer."

With this, the two get onto the top bunk and start having sex. First the girl moans, "Baloney! Baloney! Baloney!"

Then she shouts, "Pastrami! Pastrami! Pastrami!" Then she switches back to, "Baloney! Baloney! Baloney!"

Finally, the girl’s sister yells, "Will you guys quit making sandwiches up there? You’re getting mayonnaise all over me!"

Hmnn,,,just came back from kk with amy,daphnee ant their ns frens,,also my new frens - Thien Thien, Miemie them…They are really such nice frens,,i mean,,sporting,friendly and caring.

We really had a great time together, At first when saw them at centrepoint,i also like slumber,act like i didnt see them. Then at nite we went clubbing,and it was fantastic. It was my best time in my whole life. We just dance for hours,singing,and i just drank 2 to 3 mouths of Heineken-it tasted like hell..About 3 am,we went to Api-api to Yam cha till 5;30 am,then went to Tanjung Aru to play..Wow,,,it was great,,,playing with water and took some pics.
.Hmnn,,Heres my pics.

HAikzz,,dunno when we goonna meet again..I mean,,mabye im going to study soon…Anyway,,i really am happy to know them…Like wat miemie said - Memory in KK !!!

Today i re-watched ‘I not stupid too’. the first time i watched it was last year with daphnee and phei choo. This movie, for me is really meaningful, and it leave me a very deep impression. When watching this movie,i was thinking, yea,why everything we do is not enuf for our parents. why is every other children is always better then their own children. Is it really so hard to say something good to their own children. is ot really so difficult to praise their own children, and look least own their weaknesses? Like wat said in the movie, the more u scold ur son, the more he will be worst. Isnnt this very right? All we children, teenager need is just some encouragement, not distructive critisism. I really feel pity and sad for the guy inside. their parents expect them to be the best among the best, but all they teenagers want is just to be their best that they can.  Really feel tired sometime living in this world.

Ya thats ryte…On tuesday afternoon i got the job in Padini as sales assistant..I was so excited then…

But then.,,i walked alone to Palm Square and thinking bout if i should postpone my paln to study in april…And that gave me a headache…Then i walked out and sat alone outside centerpoint…and started to think again…

Then made up the decision to reject the job in Padini..Called the manager,,but the assistant answer…And i told her…

Then went alone to tanjung aru….Sat there looking at the wave and looking at my favourite thing flying-Aeroplane….

Been there for 9 days,,,,spend rm200 plus,,,,and end up got nothing…But nvm lah,,look at it as adventures lah…

I hate to say it,,BUt loneliness is slowly creeping and cover my whole body..I feel like a real total jerk. Frens are in NS,,,so cannot hang out with them at our Promised Hang-Out place..

Workmates in SgLawas said wanna go bbq at sungai bangat at the end of this month…Yea,,hope really can…I cant imagine me staying at home for 3 months without hanging with frens..Thats a dull life….

I really miss the day,,when we all were still young,,and know nothing much bout the real world..My most unforgetable year was when i was in primary six. Our class only got the chinese,,and every classmate was excellent,,imean we had great time together..We played in basketball court,,in the hall,,and really enjoyed the fantastic time we had…Secondary two was  my best year in secondary school…me,,jenny,,amy,,hsuen ley ,,kok rong them always hanging at mega hall,,played badminton..yep,,i still remember i went to school to play tennis with shuen ley….And at the end,,me and shuen ley got accident while going up to our school with motor…I still remember we always sit at the tiang,,or place to park motor when recess time..and we talked,,,or more like gossiping…And we also play birthday cake,,end up our uniform like batik….MOst important,,,we always play rain when raining heavily…I takung the air in bottle or koropok wrapper and smashed it to fren…Then our form teacher said, " I heard in the staff room that students in 2A1 were playing water,,and i couldnt believe it…but now see all ur guys clothes are wet."…This game only will be played by we chinese gang….

Then,,,the following years were suckxxx….Started to grow up,,,and have to think of everything,,,,everything in this real world…Everything is so complicated,,i just feel like escaping…And frens are no longer true fren..They dump you when they dun need you,,,or they betray u just to show off that they are very brave to other gang,,,And Christine,,i wont forget how u betrayed me in form four…Anyway,,,since then,,,everyone started to gossip you…Some said u are cheap,,some said u are like a fox…U deserved it…

Is this really the way we are going to live in this world???   Anyway,,,we still have oto keep on going our road,,,and must not give up….This is how we live…

Wow,,,its been week since i last blogging..Went to Brunei at 18/12 coz is mann de birthday…So went there to stay at Empire… It was so nice there,,and managed to take lots of pic there…See,,

Then went to Dynasty to eat Dim Sum at 11pm at Christmas eve…Not bad,,,quite delicious…Took pic with Queen,,

Then we went to NBT (Toyota and Lexus) there to take pic…It was decorated so nicely…Really so brightly decorated and cool..Looked like real.. Just days before christmas,,,the decorations were destroyed little bit by there drunk Australian,,,and they were charged $2xxxx for the damaged.Haha,,they deserved it..

Luckily,the decorations were repaired before christmas,,,and we managed to take all the cool pics….

Really have a great time with them all….They are nice people….Just i seldom talked with them…Then at christmas day,,,me and mann went toi uncle John’s house..Only then i knew he is from New Zealand…He was so friendly and kind too…He asked me to help him,,,then turned out to be playing badminton and volleyball..LOLZ,,,,…Then,,we karaoke with Natasha,,,Natasha is so cute….haha,,,…Actually Uncle John promised wanna bring us to Temburong to the tourism site,,,but then was canceled….So sad…

Then went back to lawas loh,,,,at 27…SO boring here…NOthing to do…Anyway.,,its time for me to work liau…should find work by now..

I have just slipped away into the next room.                                   I am I,you are you.                                                                    Whatever we were to each other,that we are still.                      

Call me by the old familiar name.                                            Speak of me in the asy way which you always used.                     Put no difference into your tone.                                              Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.                                Laugh as we always laughed,At the little jokes that we enjoyed before.

Play,smile,think of me,pray of me.

Let my name be ever the household word that it always was.       Let it be spoken without an effort.                                          Without the ghost of a shadow upon it. 

Life means all that it ever meant.                                                   It is the same as it ever was.                                                  There is absolute and unbroken continuity.

What is this death but a negligible accident?                              What should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am but waiting for you,for an interval,                                           Somewhere very near,just round the corner.

All is well.

Yesterday vanessa and pauline were having their birthday party at Sungai Bangat. It was at 8am,,but i have to go to listen ceramah for car license de,,,so i brought zuhairi them to there at 9am…Just reached there,,,my teach called me and i havta rushed all the way back to home to change clothes and go to EG…No chance to escape,,,,quarantine till 1pm..Quickly rushed back change clothes than rushed back to sungai bangat…All the food was gone….Thats not importand,,,,but they all had already finished playing…Damn,,,,no chance to play with them all.

Then just me and zuhairi went down to water to play for a while then went back home liau…

so wasted….not even take pic with them all,,,I mean alone and alone…

Haikzzz.

Tonite went to Sarang with daphnee and 89..Its a place to drink beer at the road to Kuala lawas,,,,but we just went there to drink cola..Not bad wow,,,very nice and peaceful. We said that will be our next Hang-Out-place,,,but we all know there is no chance anymore..Everyone is going their own way,,while me,,mabye i plan to go to work at kk..Its not i wanna got there play,,its just i think i will learn lotsa things at there..Everything is different from lawas..And beside,,i wanna work in hospitality line,,i think working at there will gain lotsa experience..But havta see first lah,…See can or not..Hope soo..

My SPM is almost finish. Now left that stupid MT and MOral…

After that,,,nothing to do….Dunno holiday gonna do wat..HOpe this new year eve can go to kk with Ah ni them..HOpefully they can go..

Still not sure wanna go national service or not. If second batch,,i will go,,,if third batch,,,i wont go loh…Waste my half year at lawas dunno do wat.