Archive for January, 2007

I rejected it?

Wednesday, January 31st, 2007

Ya thats ryte…On tuesday afternoon i got the job in Padini as sales assistant..I was so excited then…

But then.,,i walked alone to Palm Square and thinking bout if i should postpone my paln to study in april…And that gave me a headache…Then i walked out and sat alone outside centerpoint…and started to think again…

Then made up the decision to reject the job in Padini..Called the manager,,but the assistant answer…And i told her…

Then went alone to tanjung aru….Sat there looking at the wave and looking at my favourite thing flying-Aeroplane….

Been there for 9 days,,,,spend rm200 plus,,,,and end up got nothing…But nvm lah,,look at it as adventures lah…

Loneliness

Friday, January 12th, 2007

I hate to say it,,BUt loneliness is slowly creeping and cover my whole body..I feel like a real total jerk. Frens are in NS,,,so cannot hang out with them at our Promised Hang-Out place..

Workmates in SgLawas said wanna go bbq at sungai bangat at the end of this month…Yea,,hope really can…I cant imagine me staying at home for 3 months without hanging with frens..Thats a dull life….

The Scene Of Yester Day ..

Thursday, January 4th, 2007

I really miss the day,,when we all were still young,,and know nothing much bout the real world..My most unforgetable year was when i was in primary six. Our class only got the chinese,,and every classmate was excellent,,imean we had great time together..We played in basketball court,,in the hall,,and really enjoyed the fantastic time we had…Secondary two was  my best year in secondary school…me,,jenny,,amy,,hsuen ley ,,kok rong them always hanging at mega hall,,played badminton..yep,,i still remember i went to school to play tennis with shuen ley….And at the end,,me and shuen ley got accident while going up to our school with motor…I still remember we always sit at the tiang,,or place to park motor when recess time..and we talked,,,or more like gossiping…And we also play birthday cake,,end up our uniform like batik….MOst important,,,we always play rain when raining heavily…I takung the air in bottle or koropok wrapper and smashed it to fren…Then our form teacher said, " I heard in the staff room that students in 2A1 were playing water,,and i couldnt believe it…but now see all ur guys clothes are wet."…This game only will be played by we chinese gang….

Then,,,the following years were suckxxx….Started to grow up,,,and have to think of everything,,,,everything in this real world…Everything is so complicated,,i just feel like escaping…And frens are no longer true fren..They dump you when they dun need you,,,or they betray u just to show off that they are very brave to other gang,,,And Christine,,i wont forget how u betrayed me in form four…Anyway,,,since then,,,everyone started to gossip you…Some said u are cheap,,some said u are like a fox…U deserved it…

Is this really the way we are going to live in this world???   Anyway,,,we still have oto keep on going our road,,,and must not give up….This is how we live…