Lonely_Dude

这几天，心情都好差。不懂为什么。
好想哭出来，不过眼泪都不会流下来。
这种感觉好辛苦。
好想有人跟我share,不过我没有人可以talk to.
感觉没人会理我,understand 我,关心我.
对,我没措.没人关心我了.
对我来说,朋友好重要.不过,对朋友来说,我又是什么呢?
衣服吗?
不懂啦.不想理了.累了.我真的累左…
我的颜色都灰左…

Wow,,U hug me so tightly that i cant breath!!!

Yes!!!

On the way up to Penang Hill with the Train!!!

Finally on the top of Penang HIll with Penang view as background… 

Boom Boom Boom!!!

Aikz,,Boomed myself and my roommate pula…

Wahh,,so nice laying in the water…

Looking at the blue sky..Reflection of my own life…

Banyak pose…

At Kek Lok Si  wat sittos doing??

Wat?? Statue Of Liberty at S.Petani??

Me and sittos at Sungai Petani…

U guys can click on the pictures to see a larger pics…

Hmnn,,a nice trip…

Wow,,how long did i not updated my own blog?? More than a month i guess…
So what had happened during all these while?? let me think i write it down here…
Hmnn,,first is about the PcFair2008.. Hmnn,,well, i worked in the pcfair, selling Dell laptop..It was a real torture. That 3 days i was working so hard selling the laptops but not with much success. I only managed to sell 17 laptops while our top seller sold sixty something…I dunno,,mabye i have no experience in this field, so most of the answers i got from customers were  ‘I will think about it", " I will come again tomorow".Damn,,imagine, i have no lunch and dinner just because of waiting for the customers to come back….I only manage to eat at about 11pm in the nite…After standing whole days without food and seat,,,the torture continued when i have to stand in the lrt to wangsa maju,,and another bus to my house…
Well,,,my salary is damn low,,,so i wouldnt want to say it…
Went to penang…Nothing to do..only shopping….But something funny happened and it cost me RM 7 ..I lost in penang while driving and drove until Penang Bridge..Actually were on the way to Quennsbay Mall,,who know lost dy..No choice,,drove all the way to Butterworth…Then turn back..While at toll station,,i drove to Touch and Go line and tap the card..WHo knows not enuff credit in it..Cannot passed through and car behind started to hon me..So embrassed…
And then was my exam..I only have 2 subjects this sem..Like usual,,,study till morning and go for exam….f**cking tired…
And now im having my one month long holiday..I dun really like holiday….I prefer going to lecture hall,,studying…assignments…This holiday,,,im planning to go to George Town for second time…I told my roommate he must bring me to Batu Ferringi, Penang Hill,,and other places…Hehe…
Anyway,,im very looking forward to our next sem,,Year 2 …Yea,,im finally entering year 2…We will be very busy woth assignments,, and wat so special about this sem is we will be doing an event..My first event in my whole life…Hehe…
I hope i can be more hardworking person in this new sem….I hope i can achieve my dream…Everytime i tot of it,,i will be very looking forward to it…U know what is it??? hehe….I am looking forward to continue my degree in oversea….thats my dream since i was a kid…I dunno whether i can make it..But i will do my every best to get it….i know it will cost a large sum,,but i am willing to take up all the hardship,,,working to cover up my living expenses….I know i can manage it..So,,,im waiting for the arrival of that day….KEKE…
Hmnmn,,anyway,,,i gotta stop here luh..Tata..

It has been months since i last blog,,i guess..Wasnt in the right mood to blog….And a lot of things happened. Good and Bad things….

• Exam time,,,never study before,,and when exam,,all burning midnight oil to study…Sometimes didnt sleep just to study till morning and directly go exam..It was a torture…Regretted not studying..Never do that again- Matthew Chieng…  But nice also,,coz study group,,and many days didnt go back home sleep…My staying places?? —-> Mcdonald,,Bubble’s house,,Garfield’s house..Miss it…
• Exam End..Blank,,,dunno will pass or not…GOD bless me !!! Went to watch The Invasions at nite…Nice movie…Nicole Kidman was stunning…The kid was damn cute
• Went Genting with Wan ee,,Garfield and Hui Xian..Wasnt feeling very well then…My eyes hurt,,coz didnt sleep much due to the exam. Watched House Of the Wax by Paris…Such a scary movie..My frens laughed me coz,,i was so scare. In one part, i was shocked for 3 to 4 times in bout 1 minute. Thats pathetic..But still love to watch ghost and horror movie,,especially in cinema..   Coming down from Genting,,The bus driver thought he is in Genting Drift..I vomitted finally in the bus….
• Feeling very moody and dizzy when reached kl..On the way walking back to my house from lrt,,,was stopped by two malay guys. Claiming themselves as police,,i was trapped and havto show them my ic. Trying to get back my ic,,i was pushed away. They called someone and read out my ic num..Was scare…They wanna bring me away,,but luckily i coughed,,and i purposely cough seriously,,and they let me go…Luckily,…Was a bad day…Scare and anxious….called hui xian,,they brought me to police station- scare anything might happen to me… Went to SHah Alam that night…
• Went to Malacca the next day as fasilitator,,or more like an idiot,,following a secondary school trip. Thought will be in malacca city,,ended up in Auyin Hills,,a somekind like temple resort gua…But managed to explore malacca city by myself,,walking alone,,taking pictures…And yes,,bad thing again. I left my key in the room and locked it. Damn,,luckily got extra room for me..DIdnt bath…
• And back to kl…Now im so scare,,,scare the same thing might happen.. Not to say i think too over,,but how if,,,get robbed or caught or watever…Now,,whenever i see people looking at me,,,i will feel very insecure,,scaring the same inccident might occur again.After this inciddent,,,realized something..Life might be short ,,enjoy more and,,i feel like i need somebody by myside when i feel scare,,to hug me,,,to comfort me, but that person never exist,,coz they all were just fooling around with me..Haikz,,,God bless me….

Thats all …and hoping can find a house and move in with my geng….Its almost Mooncake festival..No worry,,i aint celebrating it alone although its now sem break…Thanks Garfield for asking me to go for the mooncake party at his home…Haha…Oklah,writting too long..Thats scary….

This blog, i write it purposely for my dear fren, Christine. Christine, althoughtu betrayed me before, but we were still good fren. Deep in my heart, i never forgive you, to tell the truth. But,now i dun have the chance to forgive you anymore, because u have gone to the world, normal people would not be able to reach. We never tot that u would leave us so early. I really wonder why u all have to leave this world so early. U guys still have a lot of golas to achieve in ur life. Why dun u finish them first? I still remember we all were so excited reading the story wrote by Steph, regarding the gathering of us scince 1 and science 2 classmates, where we all are successful in our life. Not even a year had passed,and 2 of our geng are gone. Im so worry there might be the third person to leave us again.
Christine,, we all really miss you. We have been such a close frens since form 2. Still remember we all like to play bday cake at school, and also when raining days,mean the most exciting part for us, as we all will be filling rain water into bottles or snack wrapper and splash each other in our block,.Those all are sweet memoriesthat i will keep it forever in my whole life. Christine,,, we all really love you. We know GOD will bless you and bring you to heaven to enjoy the good life there..We love you….

Hah? MU ..Lolz,,not Manchester United lah,,Just our nearby ‘Future House’ Melati Utama. It was saturday and we went to see the condo,,looking for house to stay with my classmates. After seeing the house,,and the exciting part came.. We went to the garden and feeling high,, then all went to take pics….And,,allthe weird pics..haha,,with my weird frends..

Hmnn,nothing  much bout this…Continue down there….

Wah,,,all the Superman ahh?  Nolah,,also got some Superwomen geh…

Lolz,,all with our own special style. And the gal in the middle,,,Dont u think that she looks like the statue in Italy?? Soo soo cute…

OMG,, Godzilla,,watHong Kong movie series hero from the ancient time trying to fight? Who will win? By the time the fight is over,, our Melati Utama is collapsed…

After all the long time,,no worry,, Melati Utama is still waiting charmingly waiting for us to move in…and also looking for our future,,up in the blue sky…


And now wat are we doing ther? nolah,,just acting cute…

And yeah,,,after such a tiring day of taking pictures,,it is finally done. But this very last pic really make a day for us. Took us a lots of time to capture this shot as all our timing are different..

Hehe,, soon we are all moving in to stay together,,,and really feel so happy can stay with all of them….Stepahnie,,,Im really enjoying my day here,,,Hope u too…Dont forget to leave a comment here ahh..I also dunno why that day u cant leave comment here..Mabye some technical problem…
hehe,,oklah,,,wanna go sleep leh…Buai Buayy….

Haikzz,,never would i know that COLLEGE LIFE is so HECTIC!!!
tot that college should be easy,,,,then everything turned wrong…All is about assignments….about 9 assignments….now stil left bout 3 to be done..So busy doing assignments,…still remember that time doing group assignments..lefthome to school at 8am morning,,after class,,go frens house do assignments…12 am just reach home…The second day,,class at 8 pm,,reached home at 4 pm..Nose BLEED!!! soo  soo Kua Chang….
But is oklah,,only through hardwork and bitter will us be mature…soo,,,just take everything easy…Afterall,,it is better for me to have a fully-scheduled life than those life where i just sit at home doing nothing…
Hmnn,,,i should better get  ready to study now,,,Until now i am still so lazy like hell…But one thing im very hardworking at…I m learning to speak cantonnese…
 Not that i cannot speak it,,just the tune very very weird.. So now im practising it with my frens and housemates….some people critized my canton,,,so wat..thats why im learning…
Anyway,,,next year only then i can go back hometown….not that i really want to go back… i just want to go back to kk….haikz,,,,no beach at here…Clubbing also expensive….No $$$$$ memang susah sikit…see the SEED bag,, tempted to it,,see B.U.M watch…tempted toit..See Paini jacket,,tempted to it again…someone pls,,give me $$$,,i will do anything for u…(Siau pai Liang)
haikz,z,,oklah,,,should go now…actually was studying,,dunno why will turn to internet pulak….k,,all my frens in Lawas,,,see ya next year…

Dead fish,,and thats exactly wat happened to me on thursday nite..Actually that day i just recovered a little bit from my hot fever,,but i still go to clubbing with my classmates at Maison..Just reached there,,people give alcohol,,,terpaksa drink..Luckily got my fren who helped me to drink some of them..If not,,my situation will be more dead..Just dance a bit,,,my head began to feel dizzy and felt like wanting to collapse..
And then,,damn,,,i ended up sleeping on the sofa..So  wasted lah,,,go clubbing but ended up sleeping… Its okk,,,next time dont want drink any drink liau…Just got dance and dance liau…Hope can go Ruums next time…

Its the fifth day since I left my hometown-The place I lived for 18 years, and come alone to the city to study. At first, I was kinda scare of everything as this is the first time I step myself out of my shell to my new world,,to my college life,,and to stay with more than 10 strangers, I was so worry that I cannot mix with my housemates..
But luckily things didnt go the way i scare of.The first day i move to my rent house,i already didnt go back sleep at home.Me,,Chee kiat,cefu,cheah ying and liu jie hang out together at klcc atabout 10p.m. Then we went to sg.wang to sing k at green box. I just sat thete looking at them sing as i cannot sing any chinese song. After 4 am,,we just sat inside the mall and talked until suddenly the guard came and asked us to go wait outside. we lied to him saying we were waiting for our daddy. But actually,,we were waiting for the monorail as the first monorail will only start at 6 am. when at outside sg.wang,,we sat at Swenswen, and again we were kena halau by a guard,,and end up sitting and laying in the bus stop..It was tiredsome,,,but kinda fun actually,,,as it was a new experince…My housemate,terence was kinda worry when yesterday they told me terence kept waking up to check if im back inthe middle of the night,,,Hmnn they are all kinda nice,,,i mean my housemates. Yesterday we just sat at the living room and play poker card till 3 am…And they all complain I didnt spend much time at home and kept going out till very late..   :) LOLZ..MOst of the time i wasnt at home…So they asked me to spend more time at home with them. Yea i sure will,,but im scare the senior as we never meet them yet..Scare they are not frendly….But its ok,,,soon after we begin our class,,i will be in library and home already,no hanging out for me already…
Anyway,,,my life now is only the start of my journey, and i will try my best in my everything,,,—life,,study and everything…I still want to be a successful young pizzazz dude ryte…Sure i will…

Hmnn,,,suddenly feel like blogging..Have a strong feeling to write bout all my Dream List today… Ok,,,its just my dream ok,,im not sure if i can make them come true,,ok…

• I want to do my best in my study…I want to enjoy my campus to the fullest….I know i can do this…
• I want to keep enuf money when i start working…,,so that i can sponsor my mom to travel..Anywhere would be fine,,,she would love it too…She has been working too hard and sacrifices a lot for me,,so next time should be my turn to be a responsible son….
• I want to own an apartment,,,Sure i would love condo,,but for god’s sake,,,it will not only burn a hole in my pocket,,it would burn my whole bank account book…So,,just a small lovely apartment would be enuf,,,
• i want to save money for??? Travelling….To my Dream Lands>>>>Rome     Milan     Venice  <<<<<<wah,,,,will i got chance??? I would love to…That day Pikey told me he went to Italy with his loved one,,,I was like   ,,,OMG,,,,Italy ??? So envy…..

Hmnn,,,,im not sure if i can achieve all I want,,,as u know,,,this world always go against all our wishes though…Sob…BUt,,i willl be strong enuf to face all this…Know Pikey seems unhappy this few days…Hmnn,,dude,,,dunno wat to say,,,,But i got quated a phrase when watching the Hong Kong movie..It goes like this >>>>>>>>> U take a bottle filled with water and look through it…Its just plain and transparent ryte..But when u shine it througfh the sunshine…it will turn out to have many colourful colour..It means that,,,one bad thing,,if u can see it in a different perspective,,it actually can be a positive thing too…..I hope everyone who read this blog,,can understand it,,,and afterall,,this world is not as bad as we tot…..

Hmnn,,,seems like im kinda expert heh.,..NOlah,,its just,,we still have to go on with our live no matter how.,,so its better there is some hope in our life,,as a motivation to make our life more meaningfull and challenging ryte…Hmnn,,Oklah,,dun want blog liau…Bye…